glenda.
Tuesday, February 10, 2009

well,life has been crazy.stress like to the MAX haven't passed a single test i took except english.DANG.
urghh i wanna just give up.yet i know in my heart i can't because this is a test.so all i can do is put in my best effort and rely on God to do the rest for me.i feel like just taking a day off from all these things and just lock myself up in my room and don't come out till the next day.SADLY,i can't if not i'll get dentention or smth.urghh.it's either detention or demerit points.
haha.i can't fall sick and absent myself from sch again.
firstly,i'll miss out on alot.secondly,if i happen to fall sick on a day where there's GB,i'm dead.DETENTION HERE I COME!apparently i have been absent twice.You know,it's hard to commit to both GB and church.it's either this or that.
when i know in my heart i made the right decision,it's wrong in other people's eyes.TELL ME HOW LIKE THAT?!?!if only i have a twin.and march hols are taken up by GB and Rangers.i think if i go for AJTC i'll be really cranky.should i go?i'm still deciding.i hope i make my decision fast (:


i want to be myself again.i've been so bottled up by so many things i'm about to explode.i even lost my temper to the RKs last week.a bit luhh not alot.but i hardly ever do that.which i'm disappointed in myself for doing so.I'M SORRY MY DEAREST RKs.i still love you from the bottom of my heart.no kidding!you guys make my day no matter what happens! (: i couldn't find a picture of them alone.haha so put the outpost one (: