hello world.it's day 5 of school.and yes i'm still surviving (:
it's the same words we hear everyday but well,i shan't complain.they are our REMINDERS.haha
okay so submitted all the cca forms.dang there's so much to commit luhh!when i read the slip and portion i was supposed to sign i felt really reluctant to say that i agree to commit and attend the following events.you know,sometimes you get the feeling that you're doing the right thing yet at another point people tell you you're doing the wrong thing.commiting to GB and church is really going to tear me up soon.GB is like crazyly taking up my saturdays when it's kinda obvious saturdays,many girls have church and yours truely is currently severly affected my this!i want to attend gb to get at least 75% attendance yet another part of me wants to skip cca and go for youth cause God has first piority.then again the school will come and shoot back that as a student,school activities come first.one day if confronted and ask to choose, i'll still ultimately choose church over school events or in this case GB.WHY?
GO FIGURE.those reading and feel like i am writing the wrong thing tell me.if you have people who constantly reminds you that you're a senior and you should set an example?would you care?i would but in this case i didn't so what if i don't have boots?i already explained to all of you some MORON stole my boots and never return me!which i am still angry with till now cause i lost a PERFECTLY SHINY BOOTS that costs me 25BUCKS!and i'm given less than 12 hours to ask the last year batch of sec 4s for boots to lend.who in the right mind will keep their GB boots after graduating?urghh.I totally am annoyed with this.
I AM IN SERIOUS NEED OF ICE CREAM!
oh and gb camp crosses over saturday AND sunday during march hols and after gb camp i've got AJTC.i can't go for both i'll be dead tired!oh kill.if only i have a twin.HEH.
okay i have this feeling if i continue,my anger is going to be all vented here and i can say hello to even MORE SCOLDINGS.all the best to my soul. (:
LORD,my feelings are all tangled up right now.i feel so lost and confused.i don't want to be rebellious or rude to them but i can't control my anger already they are driving me crazy with their attitude and ironic ways of teaching us and doing it after telling us not to.so much for setting good examples.help me suck it all in and not lose temper at anyone.God,i turn to you in this time of urgent need help me find a way out of this.AMEN.