music practice today.it's an AWESOME time of practice today.

seriously.i could feel like God's presence was there.really great! (:

though the singers were rather slack today i still enjoyed myself.and FINALLY people could hear my voice!haha.we were given this book full of songs today too!and i went to listen to the song FREE.it's catchy and rather easy to learn i must say.

after that,had dinner.with daddy,brother who plays drums and dearest!

we were eating when standard charted bank suddenly called my dad and said someone hecked in and used his credit card to do some internet transection.then it led to HI-TECH PERVERT!?

haha.so this part of my post is dedcated to these people.

you sick heads.stop wasting your life on these pervertic acts.there's much more to life that porn or some other who knows what thing you all find joy doing on the web?seriously.let me introduce to you the one who is Joy and brings Joy to the world.JESUS.he is the only one you can find JOY in.nothing else can satisfy you besides him believe me.HE'S THE BEST REMEDY FOR ANYTHING.this new year make this your new year's resolution.well i said smth else that sounded funny but when i typed it out it looked real weird.haha

well,it's 2009 in 2 days time!part of me is excited but part of me is reluctant to move on and i'm filled with both excitement and worry,scared and lots of fear.

i know 2009 has many things instored for me,yet i know that 2009 has lots of challenges too.and that's what i fear.i hate challenges.it's also N'levels.i know God will give me the victory but i doubt my own ability.i'm always fearful of letting my parents and teachers down once again.i only have 1 life.i sometimes ask my self why can't i make this life count?why can't i be a little bit smarter?i never want to be so slow in learning.i learn hands on really quickly but not maths and social studies kind of topics.great i've really got to pull up my socks and work my ass of this year.no more sleeping and eating in class already.no more of lazyness and not doing homework on purpose and telling the tecaher i forgot and all those crapp.but how?I HAVE NO CLUE.

i guess i must turn to God and ask him to really help me this year.holy moly!

i need a secatary or smth to help me be more organized in everything i do.it's so messy and un-organized!2009,i await you in great anticipation.hoping i'm ready to accept whatever you have for me.

oh yes i'm also supposed to make my decison of which ministry i wanna serve in.i hope they'll be nice and give me more time.i pray they'll give me at least 1 year?let me complete my 3 year programme with the rangers and serve another year in the youth then i'll make my choice though it's rather obvious what my gifting is i still wanna make sure my decision is the right one.

STARTING SCHOOL ON FRIDAY.and already i pray my school will have some difficulty and change my form teacher i need a teacher who doesn't always take leave and is really willing to teach us.can't they just give us Mr Go back?urghh.whatever.

okay i'm ending here.

BYE WORLD