i am super PEK now.anyone that annoy me you're screwed.urghh

i don't wanna be angry also cannot control this is the first time i see myself so angry.i want to cry yet i don't want to.GB got scolding from ms _.i really don't know why this GREAT cca became like that.i never got scolding until that bad pls!you first said play your best.so what if i tell you my best is not good enough and you have such HIGH standards and expectations.if i can't meet those expectations of yours how?get me out of devo?i found other ways of making devo better by asking a fovor from someone and there you go scold us say we're irresponsible.who are you pls!you changed what you said and pointed everything back at us.you're a teacher but we have memory and i clearly don't remember you said any of those things.i know you expect us to submit our songs and when by what date and all but i DON'T remember you saying the whole committee and musicians being there on thurs for rehearsals!?!?
and if you take time to ponder don't you think it's a little bit overboard by asking EVERYONE in the committee and musicians to come down?does your church call EVERY MUSICIAN to meet when the team practices?NO RIGHT?it'll make matters very messy and worse!with us girls and the juniors you think with so many ppl they actually care?even if they're there their heart isn't and GB is only on tues and fri.so if one can't make it on thurs you can't blame her.you want to take her out of the committee,that's your problem but i'm going to tell you,if this carry on devo will be nothing left.if you're reading this don't bother coming to me and scold me.i've tolerated this long enough.you never encouraged us at all.only criticise?all i can rmbr you only scold.not one word of good job.or good try.so right now whatever i tried to do to help get the gb spirit back it won't work.ya we are the next generation but look at gb now.do you see any resemblence in the past years?i've been in GB for 7 years now,this is the worst i've seen it in.and i pity meself for being in this.yet call myself a gb girl.i like gb or rather loved gb and i will still love it no matter what but when i leave, i chose to forget whatever demoralising things that happened and i don't see why i should bother to remember it.or even those O_ that are in it.cause some don't even seem to make an impact on my life maybe there's some whom i'll probably rmbr cause of their attitude and eagerness to help make us better and really set a great example for the girls to follow (:

i feel like eating Ikea ice-cream so badly!or rather at this state i'm in even macdonalds can satisfy my anger and calm me down.urghh.

and some idiot stole my GB BOOTS!!i'm so sad i want to cry!like just thinking of it i'm sad!i miss my boots and i have lots of memories about it. ):
urghh!!see this shows i still like GB and love it cause even my boots are a part of me.what more i need them on tuesday.PLEASE RETURN ME MY BOOTS WHOEVER STOLE THEM!! )): )):
I NEED THEM REAL BAD!!and i'll be really grateful to you if you'll understand my worries.THANK YOU! (:

dammit i'm scared what if the person don't return what am i going to do on founder's day?ARGHH KILL!

lastly,HAPPY BIRTHDAY MADELINE AND AUNTY GEMMA!! ((: