now i know what God really mean by having faith.at first when i got the news i seriously felt like stranglling the crapp out of satan.like seriously if i could,i would!
satan sure has the best ideas to have things occur at the "right" time.

i seriously want to thank all the people from livewire and in church for keeping my grand father in prayer. through this i learnt that the littlest one was the most calm whereas the biggest one cried her hearts out worried that smth would happen only to realise that i was being tested.now,having faith to believe didn't seem that bad.i thought i would lose someone so important to me at the very moment i heard the news.now i know to treasure what is so dear to me.at least i had one more chance to re-do what i couldn't do last time.you know,as the only grand daughter,the one thing i longed to do so badly is to hug my grand-dad but he don't like to hug girls so all i usually get is a handshake.but still i LOVED him all the same.

"faith is what you've given and faith is what i'll have.teach me to use that faith and grow as a stronger person all together."