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Friday, August 18, 2006

i don't evem know what's happening pls!!these few days mummy has been angry with me like WTH did i do??TELL ME LA!!suddenly EVERYTHING i say you also don't believe me.you know sometimes i controll my anger so much that i pour it out on my friends!!!hu??i don't think you know cause i'm sommeone who keeps her emotions in her and won't let others know unless she trusts the person.I DON'T EVEN KNOW IF I CAN TURN TO YOU AND ASK YOU FOR ADVICE....
just now during badgework ms Ho asked who i looked up to as a role model,I DON'T EVEN dare to say you're my role model.
everytime you make me soo pissed off,i'll tell myself that I'M SOO GONNA IGNORE YOU.ACT AS IF I DON'T KNOW YOU.but i always fail to do so WHY??
you're my MUM.like hello!?!?!
i know youi always think i bad mouth you behind your back and say your instincts tols you so.BUT DO YOU EVEN BOTHER TO GO FIND OUT IF IT'S TRUE??
NOT all the time your instincts are right!!!
today NCO prayer meeting...TREASURE the time you have with your parents.how to treasure when everytime i wanna talk to you.YOU NEVER REALLY LISTEN?!?!?
how do you expect me to comunicate with you??i think i talk to daddy MORE MUCH more than i talk to you.I STILL REMEMBER when i'm a lil' kiddo,i'll ALWAYS stick to you like a koala bear but now??DO you even care you gave birth to me?!?!?
go and ask God if you're treating me right.hmph!!!
HAHA.i think the last parts REALLY kiddy!!

yeahh was SUPER hyper during GB meeting today.was enthu and all COOL!!GB rocks my socks!!devotion was GREAT!!toh xin yan scared the shit outta me though.but overall worsip(the actual) was GOOD!!I GOT CHOCOLATE FROM Ms Ho ((:
YAY-YE!!!the answer damn mad la.even the dumbess person can answer!!!SMART people like megives answer like..."The people entered the tabernacle through the GATE!!"
heh and the answer was CORRECT!!and i got a choclate :))
that made my day even more!!see derek GB rocks!!it NEVER sucks.tought it does SOME times but rarely.....

Beembo!!you did GREAT today being the orderly.I'm so proud of you!! :))

Cheryl HAPPY BURFDAE!!
Melinda HAPPY BURFDAE TOO!!
Theresa HAPPY BELATED BURFDAE!!
Angela HAPPY BURFDAE TO YOU TOO!!! :)) :))



THERE'S CHINESE TUITION tmr....again!!urghh.well,better go now.to do my work.heh as usual NOT done!!!better go do now :))