Friday, July 14, 2006
hmm.well,ytd FINALLY got GB meeting.GUESS what!!okok.i'll say that ltr. ytd was mei mei's first time being our squad ldr.she's so cute lurhh.lol when ppl march back she walk back.heh.well,not bad alr.FIRST time doing.so GOOD JOB!!! :)) well back to the guess whatpart.we were practicing for GB day on monday.so we did the full rehersal and stuff including the singing of national anthem,pledge,school song.i was kind of giggling at first cause it was funny la.then i WASN'T the ONLY one who was giggling btw.but i stopped after realising it was acctually quite normal.then after that when going to the hall that time. Sharon was like "glenda...." (in a stern voice??) then in my mind it went"S.H.I.T!what did i do??" she said "just now you were laughing right??" i was "huh??err...yarhh??" then she asked "you laughing abt what??what's so funny??" i was like "er.i dunnno"(i don't know how to explain at that time.) she said "so you don't know what you are laughing about what kind of nonsense is that!!" she also added that "you're GB pri one right?is this how you behave??" in my mind i was thinking "wth!!how can she say that!!NOONE said anything that laughing is a crime.you mean you don't laugh??but then on the other hand it's drill.then again,it's NATIONAL ANTHEM & SCHOOL SONG!! i just simply answered her this "i'm sorry" so i'm like ok.fine.i was PISSED cause she maluated me.infront of SOO MANY people. and then spoilt my mood for doing drill after waiting SOO LONGG. but i guess she wasn't wrong to scold me la.somehow?? then ltr i walked back to clique there.they asked me what she scolded me for.then came CHERYL.ANG urghh!!she's another person whom i'm pissed off with.she like very nosey pls!!clique asked me why also never include her. then she said."orh hor.what did you do??" my mind went "would you just please SHUT-UP!!" then mei said "wha lao.go away lurhh.so EXTRA" then lyds said "sec 2s talking care so much for what." (i was like laughing??) yupp.then the seniors were like shouting and shouting to hurry up.urghh!!that added to my irritation.(it's a good thing i am one who keeps her emotions inside her.unless there's someone whom i trust and tell everything to.)so that's pratically why i was moody in the hall and not talk so much when miss lin was there.i was dammit quiet pls.i didn't even answered ppl who talked to me. after GB meeting had some meeting in the hall for core team,SLs & ASLs.yupp so attended both. during plaoon meeting(for SL,ASL...) serena said we should be more responsible and have more initative.yupp.and blah.blah blah.too many things to write... the core team meeting... shared our dreams for devo comm....i said"my dream is to see devotion comm being enthu and singing loudly during devoton for gb meetings.setting an example,for the rest to follow.if we want them to do it we do it first la."yupp that's what i said. then went to rachel's house.did all my reflections for gb.yupp.that's abt ytd. TODAY. chinese tuition FIRST thing in the morning.yupp. going to church ltr for class. before that going out with rachel.i dunno what she want to buy.lorhh but at least i can go out :)) |