glenda.
Sunday, April 16, 2006

okayy.yaya's going back soon and i'm crying like some mad shit right now.she worked here for us for more than 12 yrs and now she's leaving i'm damn sad la.shit.so if i come to school on tuesday with my eyes all swollen and red,don't ask me why.i'm just gonna keep all quiet and not answer any of your questions.and i'm really sorry.just leave me to calm down for a while maybe friday then i'll be ready to talk.cause i'm so used to calling my yaya do everything for me i'm not sure if i can handle doing everything now on my own.and i have to come home straight most of the time because i have to take care of the 2 brothers.oh gosh.i need God's help and pls i really hope i won't be so emotional.and keep crying.i scared i cry during class time lehh.how??i just hope lydia won't mind.