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Monday, January 30, 2006
finally i get to use the computer!hahas.whole day long my brothers were playing their game.well,this year CNY kinda sucked.except the collecting of 'ang bao' and the amount of good food you get to eat.THAT I LOVE!!the rest i HATE.[this year only] well,why it sucks.it is because daddy is down with fever.gideon is down with indigestion.and i sort of fainted in the toilet today.sucks pls.my head felt heavy and could not even look up.shittyness.well,am feeling much better now compared to this morning.i didn't tell mummy abt this cause she has more than enough things to worry abt.so i just slept throughout the morning.and kept praying silently that i would be safe.at that point of time i seriously didn't know what else to do besides praying that i would be safe.beause of this damn fainting thingy.i now realise once again.i seriously need to talk to HIM more often instead of once in awhile.i think he is just reminding me what uncle joseph prayed for my family during watchnight service.uncle joseph prayed that my family this year will go through a year of prayer life.and walk right with the lord.so i guess i HAVE to follow.since the first moth of the year so many unwelcoming stuff happened to my family,the church & many other people...i really must improve on the way i pray.i realised that everytime i pray i would have the"um.yarhh.ughuh..." and i think i should grow up from all these baby prayer and start praying the way He wants me to pray. RACHEL & family are coming over to my place to visit!hahas.FINALLY i get to see people and be cheery again!i have been soo grouchy today i don't even like my mood today! OH...and if you are reading this... HAPPY BURFDAE RACHIES!![it is in ORANGE dearies] dear Lord,may this year be a year of growth for me.not only physically,but also spiritually.i know you can hear my prayer.or rather see/read this.in jesus name,Amen. |